Now I'm sure I'm dreaming, but I can hope I sleepwalk enough to reach you people.
I am back at the motel, at least that's where the roads led me, time and time again. This is just all beyond me... when did I fall asleep? Was I ever awake?
I ask myself why I'm even asking you about this. Odds are, none of you will read this, but I think this at least works as a bit of a vent.
It's like I'm in a bad game, you know? Copy-pasted surroundings, bullshit story, horrible protagonist...
And the goddamn monster outside my window.
I've no idea why he won't just come in and destroy me. I know he can. Or maybe he already has and is toying with what's left.
Or maybe I'd have to wake up for real. Or dream for real.
I wish this would end somehow.